Well, I slept in again until just about noon... I should have been out job hunting again but after 3 weeks it just gets so irritating. It's impossible to stay motivated, and I'm thinking, well I have casual work, maybe that's enough for me to skip the resume's today. I work at a call center downtown but it's slow in the summer, like one 5-hour shift a week slow... And my old boss keeps calling me. That's another thing. I quit this cleaning job like 3 weeks ago and last week she needed me Tuesday to Thursday. I quit because it was hurting my wrists, might have tendinitis and the doctor's told me to get out of that job as soon as I could, so I did. But when she called, I was really in a bind for cash. So, I figured that was a good excuse not to job hunt most of the week. Whatever.
Me and my boyfriend are supposed to go downtown to check out the new Apple store, even though I already went twice. But I'm waiting for him to finish something on his website. It's pretty much his life right now. And I knew living together would mean less quality time together but I can't help but feel crappy anyways sometimes. I just hope my outlook turns around soon because I hate when I go through these low times. It's like a season of sadness and just negativity that I can't seem to avoid... only hide; then suddenly it will lift, and I'll feel so good about everything, filled with a hope that came from nowhere and I'm always left wondering how I get form one to the other. What's my trigger?
Anyways this doesn't seem to make much sense. So we'll leave it at this.
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