Heeeere

OKAY

2nd last entry, I made a big mistake and posted something very personal about a fight I had with my boyfriend... that wasn't really a fight it was more me ranting. And I know that was not the right way to deal with my feelings.

I never even told him about the entry, I just got it out, let anyone online who might come here (all one or possibly 2 of you) read it and then kind of forgot about it. That's what I do, I get it out then block it out. So, the other day, he found the entry and it hurt him a lot that I would rant like that online. I know it was wrong, so why did I do it? Well, I think I partially wasn't thinking and partially not caring. I was so mad...

I want to apologize to Shauno, cuz he didn't deserve for me to post something like that on the INTERNET. That was between me and him, and it is deleted now and the problem is fixed since he finally saw what I was thinking here...

AND ANYWAYS. Tomorrow is his birthday!!! SOOOO I got him some cool presents and junk. :P Me and some friends at school made him a colouring book lmao. It was fun :) Buttt I actually just wanted to write about some funny stuff that happened the past few days that made me laugh so hard I wasn't really laughing. It turned into more of a scream smile. :O YEAH

Sooo I was making Christmas plans with my sister a few nights back (on the phoneeee :P) And I look at Shaun, who's standing by the couch - andddd HE IS MEASURING CLARRICE. hahahahhaaaaa He has a tape measure in one hand and Clarrice's leg in the other and he's just like, "He's really long Temina. I wanted to see how long he was!" LOL And I don't know, it was so weird and awesome that I just burst out laughing. I love his randomness. Everything about him is so strange and new to me, it's beautiful. And I don't know why for a while there I was only writing about the bad... I would regret that later, I mean, it's a good way to let your feelings out but it doesn't need to be made PUBLIC or even kept at all. It's meant as an outsource for the feelings instead of say, drinking or screaming or yelling at your boyfriend saying things you don't mean. My angry writings should be kept to myself.

:P

Umm. Yesterday orrr the day before, I forget which but YEAH. Shaun ran into me in the kitchen, kind of pretending to run to give me a hug but just stomach butted me and I tried to avoid it and jumped back and scraped my back on the counter lol. That's kind of funny in itself, but I got a little mad even though it was my fault and so he scrambled around to find a solution just mumbling to me to "SHHHH" and "beano beano it's ok!" lol He went into the fridge and grabbed the yogurt and then got a spoon and started feeding me yogurt faster than I could eat it, like it would stop my pain. Anddd I pretty much just laughed so hard that I forgot about my back. And got some yogurt up my nose, which is super awesome anyways. :)

I just love that he's mine, and that we can get past things that bug us about each other. He's friggin awesome... And it's hard to believe he cares about me so much that he wants to make sure I'm happy. :)

There's a few more things I may as well write since I am here, even though I NEED to work on my essay really soon cuz it's due Thursday and I work tomorrow and I have other homework but I'm a slacker and haven't even started a few things and it's almost Christmas but Hoarders is on which I've wanted to watch for a while but I always miss it and oh crap it's a MARATHON of Hoarders and now I have to get ready for bed soon cuz the night's almost over. :O *Takes a deep breath* WOW

So I met with my old friend Angela, from Katana Marketing. :) She wants to hire me once she opens her business. It's internet based, but there would be a lot of event planning, and head hunting for companies to find THEM the perfect candidates and she loved my enthusiasm and effort that she saw in me at Katana even though I stayed for just a week. I consider that a pretty cool compliment. She is a determined, organized, independent young lady and I believe she can go places and for her to want me with her on that is awesome!!! We will see where that goes :P I still have to figure out what I am doing for school in the next few years.

I'm excited for the semester to end so I can go see my family for Christmas and visit with my much loved friends in Marathon. But also, for next semester to START!! Now that I sort of know what's expected of me, I want to do hardcore awesome in all my courses which I know won't be so easy but I'm still excited :)

OK nowww it's definitely time to go. House is on soon!!! I MEAN I will be obediently typing my essay :P

goodnight Blog. It's nice to feel good.

-Temina