Tuesday, September 29, 2009

See? Now I'm fine.

It felt so good to wake up this morning with the one I love and make him breakfast since he slept in even though I woke him up like 4 times :P ( I shouldn't talk, I never get up the first, second or third time the alarm goes off) He kissed my head and told me how cute I was in my stupid little dress I sleep in and with my hair in a curly messy pile all over the place. I smiled and made him a bagel. It's funny and strange how stupid things that make me cry at night don't matter during the day. They don't matter in the morning or even when I have time to dwell on them. Just at night or when something stresses me out. Those are the times when it gets to me...
OH My smart cousin just explained it haha I've desensitized myself to it probably. Yeah, that's not good. I will have to get on that seeing a counsellor idea... but I really haven't had time. I go to school, have an hr or 2 to get to work, do homework at night and do it all over again.
But right now, I'm okay. A little hungry, but feeling okay enough. Work was good, felt nice to talk to everyone there. I like how welcomed I always feel. Even on the stressful days I like it. :)
Anyways, I have a project to finish anddd I have to figure out a way to sleep ALONE since he's sleeping out tonight!!!
SO BYE

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